its time to let go....

我只是不喜歡人家拿得起,放不下

-a fren of mine-

Christmas Eve....

never celebrate christmas before...not even once,hahaha
tonight got BBQ party at grandma house....
i hear from mum got roast turkey .. *yummy*
just came back from Teh's house,stay over night there
last night got BBQ at there,and lots of ppl came
having fun , chat and talk bout our future study....
i was so damn tired,gotta rush there after taking the undang test
with Ivan and Eric..wait at there since 1 pm...
wait so damn freaking long...then 4 something only start....
me and Eric go first....-.- he finish in 12 minutes,i 13 minutes....
luckily pass.. then the uncle bring us go makan..he belanja
reach home around 6pm....faster change shirt
then rush go Teh's hse to help....all guys there already
sen chen came last i think....Cy came with his work uniform(just finish work)
then some of us stay over night....i slept first -.-
beh tahan....2 days dint sleep edi....
tonight round 2 BBQ T.T
30th Dec round 3 BBQ at Pao's hse....
merry christmas~

-a silent night-

How have you been recently?

Writing on a Christmas card a message of good blessings

The address is from the bottom of my heart

Are you able to receive it?

The day is a little cold

The wind is a little big

The city is peaceful but noisy

Not having you each night inside replying, the change is big

Is there any other way to let loneliness become more obedient

How have you been recently?

Are you struggling to remember

You said you would remember me

Do you remember?

How have you been recently

Busy? Tired? Does your heart hurt?

If you have accidentally forgotten about me

Head to the direction of happiness

This kind of deep nightly tears, how do I stop them from falling?

Plan After Spm

Just now went to Eng Ann with mum...

she wan buy the card holder de stuff...

then went Igentis for dinner...

she wanna give me money for my undang and those licence stuff..

faster get licence,then i'm responsible to be her driver edi -.-

haha....we talk about my plan after SPM ...

and here it goes....the current plan ..swt

1)get licence

2)National Service *i kena 2nd /3rd batch*

3)form 6/college

4)tourism licence *my part time job*

the best thing is bout the tourism stuff...haha

my mum say due to my age,i can brings ppl go around for a 1 day tour

without doing much,just sitting at the bus and intro some stuff...

one day mininum RM180(not include commission ._. )

then i'll study from monday-friday

night went to my coarse(ownself drive go KL -.- wth,stress giler)

then Sat and Sun can go for part time...

if holiday,1 month can earn up to RM4500++ *if holiday la*

work outside also cant earn so much

hyek hyek...sounds so shuang and easy

but many things to study -.-

sambil belajar sambil kerja sambil melancong

she always say

Mum :be independent

Me : oooo ....

The end is just the beginning ....

kanasai betul....

High School era over~~

chemis wasn't really hard

except section C -.- really killing...

just finish my bath,back from Sunway Pyramid....

hang out,watch movie (i'm looking so dead -.- and extreme quiet)

don ask me.....i dono why..haha

watched Ninja Assassin....my comment??

damn damn damn nice!!!its full of blood..... 18SG

syok giler man...hahaha....the blood doesnt scare me

then went to eat dinner before chao....

was so damn tired...yesterday after chemis paper...

went kp,then go setia alam play basketball...

then eco park play football....

then play basketball again....

then go setia alam again....to makan

reach home at around 11pm....no energy at all

today morning wake up....weird feeling

then go subang...

botak and pao....-.- competing

this time play real eh.....

-the end is just the beginnning-

still a long way to go....

the end is near

Tmr chemis!!!last paper!!!

and i'm free from high school..

after spm?plan?

i got no plan....just be normal..

nothing will change

and i'm still Hansen Teong

hehe...

god bless~

SPM Day 8

physics 3 paper.....

paper 1 adn 3 was quite easy though....

finish in 30 minutes...

paper 2 quite tough....

i don care what is it....

all i know is , left chemis!!!

argh!!one more day to go

SPM Day 7

bio!!!!(the experiment habis liao)

Biochemical Oxygen Demand -.- celaka botak

all i wanna do is just shout out loudly!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 downs....2 to goes....

Lost

feel so lost
these two days , i dont know what the heck i'm thinking
a lot of questions inside my mind
just hope that i'll be back to normal soon..
maybe i think too much
someone slap me pls....

Limit

how long i should stand all this
already started to lose patience....
hate everyone around me....

SPM Day 6

add maths...

add maths....

add maths.....

die liao la....

guys that broke girl's heart without reason or for their own selfishness will be sorry for what they did in the end.. when they realised it.. everything is too late..

girls are the type that would express themselve to someone.. but guys are the type that likes to keep thing.. they kept it till they crumble up into a pile and would explode suddenly and this explosion is not small but big.. which caused guys to cry

-someone-

SPM Day 5

moral was easy....(one hour settle XD)

manage to memorize all 36 nilai...

now trying to remove it from my brain -.-

tmr add maths....

eat grass again......

SPM Day 4

maths paper 1 and 2...
normal...no feel....
paper 2 ....section B quite easy actually....
tmr moral..... hahahahahahahahah!!!!!
free A~
tonight settle all the nilai~

SPM Day 3

finally....the end of first week...
today EST paper 1 and 2
normal la.....and i just thought back something yesterday
-.- english essay....i choosed 4
i'm so dead...my essay 9 pages...
dint count the word....
eat grass edi this time....

SPM Day 2

english is easy ...

left one hours 15 minutes when i finish the paper....

sejarah -.-

throw away edi all the books.....

bye bye....

Botak dono why so happy after sejarah...

like spm is over for him.....

after sej....go KP makan....

enjoying -.-

SPM Day 1

one day over
nine days to go
tonight pia sejarah...
-.- Sej paper 1 eat grass edi....
BM ..as usual...no prob

The Day before SPM

the clock ticks life away~

WOW.....tmrw is spm...

my whole brain is just like....half tong water

-.- confident-less ...

went to bought a new geometrical set and stabilo 2B pencils just now

gotta sleep early today..

FOR ALL SPM-ers STPM-ers

remember to bring your SLIP PEPERIKSAAN

all the best and good luck....

my feeling towards SPM??

hmmm......no feeling

just have fun...finish the paper

and dont think bout it any more....

David Tao - An Lian

陶喆 - 暗恋

So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有
希望你能了解你能够接受

BA017A043

get the SPM exam slip today...

and enter the class where the exam will be held

the seat is according to name de....

sit in front again...almost same with PMR that time

but this time ,sit second row.....

tmr will be a holiday.....must rest kao kao....*currently down wit flu and sore throat*

wednesday will be a nice day i think...

hype~